It's been a bit... Let's see if I even remember how to write.
I'm stuck in nighttime
With you,
Myself.
What am I supposed
To do?
No distractions,
A reality I
Must face.
My life feels
All over the place.
I'm lost inside
My head
That sometimes,
Thinks
I'll be
Better off
Dead.
Sometimes
This world is
To much
To take,
With my emotions
All over the place.
My thoughts
Are full
Of despair.
I feel like
I'm drowning,
suffocating.
I need to
Come up
For air.
©️Amanda Catherine
