I want to go outside
But I think
I'll just lay here.
Sometimes
the simplest
Things are the
hardest to do.
I'll lay here alone
with my thoughts,
of how things
used to be.
Or how they
could be.
Everyone tells me
I'm strong.
But if I am as strong
as they think
I am,
I wouldn't be here.
Alone.
Maybe I'll go
outside tomorrow.
Until then I will
be here remembering
the friends and
the life
I once had.
©Amanda Catherine
