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Friday, August 9, 2024

Banned Book Essay - Burned By Ellen Hopkins

Banned Book Essay – Burned by Ellen Hopkins

            There are many reasons a book might get banned. Often, none are from a valid cause of concern but more of a personal opinion about a book. Some of these will include LGBTQ issues, violence, and sexual themes within the story. What is interesting about banned books is that they are often on topics where people need to read them more because people are usually looking for acceptance that they cannot find in the real world. Author Ellen Hopkins has a wide variety of books on mental health, addiction, family issues, religion, and so much more. Many of her books are on the verge of being banned in multiple states, making them more of a must-read. The stylized verse in the book “Burned” offers a look into the life of a young girl named Pattyn, who is sent to live with her aunt in Nevada because she doesn’t fit her family's religious ideals. While she is away from home, she finds acceptance and love in not only herself but others. While this book is banned in Idaho because of its views on the Mormon community, many Mormons who have read it have enjoyed it. It has still been banned from libraries and stores. With it still being well-liked, one must wonder what in particular has made it the topic of controversy and bans.

            When Ellen Hopkins was asked about her books being banned in the ACLU article called Here’s What You Lose When You Ban Books, Hopkins herself stated, “People trying to protect children and enforce parental rights more often don’t have children rather than having a “well-funded political drive” to achieve more equal rights. Further, the authors explain that the books are usually written by or have characters representing the LGBTQIA” (This is a paraphrase; Hopkins). As the article progresses, she makes the perfect statement of empathy for the ones who read her books, saying “that her goals were always to have a more comprehensive view when most people typically have a narrow-minded view. This will allow positive or negative outcomes one will face. This shows people they have a choice and how to make a more informed decision” (This is a paraphrase; Hopkins). 

            When books are banned, the voices they are helping are taken away, leaving those who need them without an outlet to turn to. Amid all the negativity from placing a book under controversy or banning a book, we must look at the positives. There are many quotes from unknown readers showcasing her book's importance by stating, “Crank saved my life, opened my eyes to the world I was exposing myself to and rapidly getting drowned in. And then, two years later, it did the very same for my little brother. . . Thank you, Ellen, you've touched our lives forever” (Hopkins). Though this quote is about one of her other books, the effect her books have had on people is still the same: they open people to a level of understanding and hope that they have not seen before.  

            Even when opening the first page of “Burned,” anyone struggling with Hopkins's words feels accepted and understood. The first stanza has a realistic view of life and growing up; in her words, she expresses the characters' frustration with living with their parents and not having the freedom they desire. Her writing promotes a sense of growing up and all the small details that come with it. Feeling frustrated and alone is a common theme in Hopkins's writing, which is why it appeals to many people. Her ability to talk about things seen as complex subjects and make them a part of everyone is a rare gift, but this often makes those books easier to ban and more accessible to have issues with.

            As recently as February 2024, Hopkins's “Tricks” was banned again in Buncombe County, North Carolina, joining five other books, including “Burned.” Many of the parents were venting their frustrations, saying the “Crank” is “filth in poetic form,” with other parents going further and saying that her writing exposes young adults to unhealthy sexual relationships. Much of Ellen Hopkins's writing focuses on the realism of life and how it doesn’t work out perfectly for everyone. Many of her books are personal, real-life journeys of Ellen Hopkin’s family. “Crank” is about her daughter and the real-life struggles with addiction she watched her go through, and “Burned” is about a Mormon girl from whom Hopkins visited and gained inspiration.  

            Banned books will always exist, but the hope is that they will become less common over time. It’s important to look at why a book is under scrutiny or has the potential of being banned. The article Book Banning from The Free Speech Center by Susan Webb has a very sound take, stating that fear might be the biggest instigator in book banning by further citing how “book banning is becoming a very known thing in the United States and children’s literature is always the focal point. This is because the people advocating worry that the children reading will be swayed by the contents, which could have potentially dangerous consequences” (This is a paraphrase; Webb). Books on controversial topics should be welcomed and not be feared. People should be more upfront about the issues within these banned books, as banning them won’t make those sensitive topics disappear anytime soon.

Citations Page

Black, Mitchell. “Buncombe County Schools Board Bans NYT Bestselling Book; Which One?” The Asheville Citizen-Times, Asheville Citizen-Times, 20 Feb. 2024, www.citizen-times.com/story/news/local/2024/02/20/buncombe-county-board-of-education-bans-nyt-bestselling-book/72662699007/. Accessed 20 Apr. 2024.

Hopkins, Ellen. “Here’s What You Lose When You Ban My Books .” ACLU of South Carolina, 5 Dec. 2023, www.aclusc.org/en/news/heres-what-you-lose-when-you-ban-my-books. Accessed 20 Apr. 2024.

Hopkins, Ellen, and Laura Flanagan. Burned. HighBridge Co., 2009.

Staff, NCAC. “Kids’ Right to Read Project Interview with Ellen Hopkins, Author of The Banned Book Week Manifesto.” National Coalition Against Censorship, 15 Jan. 2016, ncac.org/incident/kids-right-to-read-project-interview-with-ellen-hopkins-author-of-the-banned-book-week manifesto#:~:text=My%20book%20Burned%20had%20been,including%20stores%20and%20libraries%20%E2%80%93%20everywhere. Accessed 20 Apr. 2024.



Monday, October 21, 2019

Expectations (A Poem)

Easy,
Breezy,
Beautiful,
Childhood.
Or so they
Call it.
Until you
Realize
You'll never
Live up to
The expectations
People place
On you.
More importantly
On Yourself.

©️ Amanda Catherine

Saturday, October 12, 2019

Duck Duck Goose (A Poem)

You put me
On a pedestal
Oh so high.
Till you took
It out from
Under me
And sent me
Sailing down.
You stared
Hitting me,
Now don't
you lie
You changed
In the blink
Of an eye.
My feelings
We're never
Valid, instead
I was the
One to blame
When it all
Went wrong.

I'm sorry I
Wasn't perfect,
I'm sorry I called
You out on all
Your lies.
But more importantly
I'm sorry that
I saw the truth
When it was
To late to apologize. 

To late for me,
To late for you.
I'm done with
This game of
Duck duck goose
Of emotional abuse.

©️ Amanda Catherine

Saturday, August 24, 2019

Unfinished (A Poem)

Our friendship
Was like an
Unfinished verse.
It left to much
Unsaid.

©️Amanda Catherine

Saturday, August 3, 2019

Dark (A Poem)

Walking with a
Friend in the dark
Is better than
Walking alone
In the light,
Or so they say.
But friends will
Walk away either way.
You can feel them
Next to you,
Or so it seems,
But then
It hits you,
You've been walking
All this way alone,
And they were
Never right
Beside you.

©️ Amanda Catherine

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Envelope (A Poem)

Nighttime is the worst.
All the emotions
Come flooding in
And I feel lost.
Like an envelope
With no address.
I try to distract myself,
But all I can think of
Is what would've been.
Or still could be.
With the light of a match,
I still can't see,
But somehow I can
Think of a way to
Put all the blame
On me.

©️ Amanda Catherine

Monday, February 11, 2019

I'm sorry ( A poem)

I'm sorry I
Was your friend.
I'm sorry for the
Times we shared
Where you
Played me
Like a fiddle.
Where I was to naive
To care.

I'm sorry
I helped you,
It all seems
Like a waste now.

I'm sorry I couldn't
Be who you
Wanted me
To be.

I'm sorry that
I came across
To strong.

I'm sorry that
I cried when I
Thought I had
Done wrong.

I'm sorry I don't
Like your
Other friends
And being my
Friend wasn't
Worth it
In the end.

©️ Amanda Catherine

Tuesday, November 13, 2018

Two Peas (A Poem)

I look at you,
You look at me
Our bodies form
Some sweet bond
That we can't see. 

I think you're crazy, 
You think I'm odd
But together we are
Two peas in a pod.

©️Amanda Catherine

Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Pretend (A Poem)

You made me feel bad
For something I
Didn't do.
You act like the victim
But are you really?

You are a manipulator
You can't control yourself
You lied,
Made me believe
You were something special
But you aren't.
I had faith in you,
Faith that you could
Be better than the
Look you put on.
I was wrong.

In a way I'm happy
That we no longer talk.
Happy that you
Go caught.
Happy that you
Have to explain yourself.
Happy that I don't
Have to pretend
Because this is
The end.

©Amanda Catherine


Monday, July 16, 2018

29 Things About Me For My 29th Birthday.

1. My favorite movie is Zoolander.
2. I love Mexican food
3. I can play the guitar.
4. I've been writing since I was 13.
5. I'm a colorado native.
6. My favorite animal is a flamingo.
7. I live off coffee.
8. I love to cosplay.
9. I've been suspended from high school.
10. One of my poems has been published.
11. I barely graduated high school.
12. I'm afraid of heights.
13. I danced on a team for 14 years.
14. The only thing I can draw is a flower.
15. I am an only child.
16. My most traveled place is Las Vegas.
17. I hate summer with a passion.
18. I love snow!
19. I've never been skiing.
20. My eyes are seafoam green.
21. I've been drunk.
22. I can't parallel park to save my life.
23. I am a certified phlebotomist.
24. I had braces for 5 years.
25. I am an insomniac.
26. I am very intoverted.
27. I pick at my cuticles when I'm nervous.
28. I want to travel to Maine.
29. I'm afraid of getting old(r).

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Rewind (A Poem)

I lay awake,
Thinking of what
To write.
You cross my mind,
Last night
I dreamt of you.
You kissed my forehead
Made me feel
Like everything
Was ok...
Is ok.

Life wasn't terrifying
It was a beautiful
Piece of mystery.
No reason to runaway,
Every reason to hit rewind.

©Amanda Catherine



Thursday, June 21, 2018

If He Is Reading ( A Poem)

I he is reading,
I want things to
Go back to the
Way they were.

If he is reading,
You messed up,
But I know I
messed up to.

If he is reading, 
I am confused
And don't know
Where we stand.
Friends or acquaintances.

If he is reading,
You tried to
Manipulate me,
This i cannot forget,
But I can eventually forgive.

If he is reading,
You said sorry
And I believe you
But somehow things
Seem to messed up
For that to matter now.

©Amanda Catherine

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Funny (A Poem)

I've always tried
To be something 
I am not. 
Like it was bad 
To be me
For some 
unknown reason. 

Lost, 
That's what I felt. 
Lost because 
No one really 
Knew me. 
Just the parts
I wanted them 
To see. 

Your so funny,
That's what they say. 
I try to let
This comment go
So my mind doesn't 
Go astray. 

I'm so funny 
With my 
Stupid remarks. 
So quick witted
Because I have
To be. 
I cannot let them see
The real me. 

Copyright: Amanda Catherine

Friday, January 26, 2018

Open Arms (A Poem)

It's been 28 years
Since I met you.
You welcomed me
Into this world with
Open arms.
Now I must
say goodbye to you
With open arms.

You showed me what
It meant love and
All the different ways
To have fun.
My life is going to
Be so much different
Without you here
With me.

My mind is gone.
I can't stop crying,
I just lie in bed
And imagine
Your image,
Your touch,
Your voice
Your laugh
And all the memories we share.

I want you back with me
But instead I fade
Back into reality of
What will never be. 
 
©️Amanda Catherine

Saturday, December 2, 2017

No Fear (A Poem)

Outside, under the 
city lights,
rain is pouring,
dogs are barking
as the thunder is
Booming.

Some run,
Some hide
Beneath covered 
buildings. 
Other wait, 
take a breath 
and start dancing.

No fear, 
just life
either way you 
look at it.

Just live. 

©Amanda Catherine


Thursday, November 30, 2017

Be One (A Poem)

I run around living my life,
but deep down I know
my life is never
what I can make it
be.

Be,
what a silly phrase. 
What is it to really be? 
What is it to really be 
one?

One,
with myself,
with life,
with my emotions. 
One is just a number. 
You're never number one.
Bitch.

Bitch,
ah yes, the name I am 
constantly called by bullies,
bullies who think they know me.

Me, 
I am more then you know,
you are more than I know. 
Lets all just be one 
me. 

©Amanda Catherine

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Real (A Poem)

I try so hard to be me
but the real me has yet
to even be found.
I walk around like
I know what I am doing
but the reality is
I have no idea.
I just hope no one notices

Notices that I am an insecure,
hopeless, pessimistic that
is just trying to
get by in the world.
With the world at
my fingertips,
turning away at
opportunities
and chances
because that is
what I think I deserve.

©Amanda Catherine 



Sunday, March 5, 2017

Glimmer (A Poem)

Everything is OK
At least that is what I tell myself.
I turn on the radio,
see what new jam is on.
Nothing new, 
just songs that 
remind me of you.

I try to listen 
but it is too hard.
My mind flashbacks
to all the moments we
had together 
driving in my car,
With nothing to do.
Staring at the stars
that are oh so bright.
With each glimmer
a new moment is made 
that we will never 
want to take back.

I remember those times now
as I walk these 
empty streets alone.
My mind wanders 
with every corner I turn,
I hope to see you but
You are never in sight.
My hopes are to high
when it comes to the 
reality of you.
We lost ourselves 
which means I lost you.

©Amanda Catherine



Monday, January 9, 2017

Insecurities (A Poem)

I'm sick of people
thinking that people
are flawed when
they never know 
the true story.

I am sick of people
wondering why people 
who are different
are different.
It's unique. 

I'm sick of other
people telling everyone
else how to live there lives.
You don't know what
they have gone through.

But most importantly
I am sick of looking 
in the mirror
and hearing the voices 
of everyone who has 
judged and put me down
from their own insecurities. 
I am who I am
and you telling me
who you think I 
am is not going to 
change that. 

©Amanda Catherine

Monday, December 19, 2016

High School (A Poem)

High school, 
Where dreams
Get crushed 
Into essays 
And where 
Plans turn 
Into projects.

Nerds sit up front
And underachievers 
Sit in the back. 
Cheerleaders and football players 
rule the school and 
Nerds plan to be 
Their boss's some day.

Everyone is trying
To fit in
And no one wants
To stand out.
A place where
what happens 
behind closed
doors 
no one knows. 

©Amanda Catherine